There are sometimes when I feel all alone. I know that I have friends and family, who love me, but I still feel alone. I don’t know how to change it. That feeling of emptiness that consumes your heart until it feels like you have no heart left. All you have is that aching feeling where your heart used to be. I don’t mean to be depressing and dramatic. I just long to find something, someone who takes that felling away. However, what if I never find it? And let’s say I do, will it take away that loneliness or will that feeling still be there? I have come to this conclusion; I either need to find a way to come to terms with my loneliness, or get used to feeling empty.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Empty
There are sometimes when I feel all alone. I know that I have friends and family, who love me, but I still feel alone. I don’t know how to change it. That feeling of emptiness that consumes your heart until it feels like you have no heart left. All you have is that aching feeling where your heart used to be. I don’t mean to be depressing and dramatic. I just long to find something, someone who takes that felling away. However, what if I never find it? And let’s say I do, will it take away that loneliness or will that feeling still be there? I have come to this conclusion; I either need to find a way to come to terms with my loneliness, or get used to feeling empty.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Rejection
When push come to shove, is it worth being honest? With honesty, you expose yourself to pain and rejection, or love and acceptance. With either, you could place on opposite ends of the scale. My concern is the obvious one. Rejection. I have a circumstance where I can keep my feelings to myself, and wonder. On the other hand, I could shatter all hope I have ever had of love. Or…. things could go perfect and I would be with that one I love. I have choices ahead of me, and I wonder; out of these three options, Is there a compromise?
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