Lantern

So I've been told that writing in anger is not the wisest idea. What about irritated? I know she thinks I'm jealous and can't stand to see her happy. But that's not the truth. I thought for a time I might be jealous. But I realized I'm not. I am fine with being single........ today...... tonight. It just seems like she and I are walking through the woods and she's the one with the lantern. Then one night, one with no stars, she decides to go off the path. I don;t know, maybe to walk one I can't see, but she's walking away, and taking the light with her. I'm not afraid of the dark, it just becomes more difficult to walk the path with no light. Things have changed. I've talked with a friend both she and I share, and we agree she's changed. She even told him she thinks that I can;t stand seeing her this happy. Whatever, it's not true. She's just so different. He suggested an intervention. That possibility has crossed my mind, but every time I try to she'll just brand me as "Spiteful or Jealous", so that seems out of the question. She has changed over time, I get that, people change but... this is a lot of little things that changed overnight. I miss her. And...... I don't know anymore.