Losing Ground

So all worry aside. I managed to land myself a new job. Woot! Nervous of course. But a new beginning nevertheless. It's just got me thinking. How many times could I have started over? Moved, meet new people, traveled? I feel like I'm behind in this race of life. I know I'm not, I'm nearly 21 and still have my life ahead of me. I just can't help thinking that, maybe, I'll somehow lose. What makes me special Out of the ordinary? No, not even. We all think we are special, but deep down inside we know we are just as average as the rest of the lot.