Goes, And Goes, And Goes.

I know I obsess, and I know that it screws with my head. It may seem like nothing, but have you ever felt like you were meant to accomplish something with one person. I know I may not be putting it quite right, not that you were meant to BE with someone. But you were meant to do so much more WITH them. I've been ignoring it for some time, but it keeps nudging and prodding, I'm trying no to think much about it. I just do this when my loneliness builds up to an intolerable point. I know how I think. Sad that I can predict how I'll react and how long it will take me to get over it.... I'll go play sappy songs on my ukulele.

Things I Remember.

I guess it's a belated "Happy New Year!" I'm hopefully getting a studio by myself in Tacoma. I have no boy, and I'm starting to realize how not okay I am with that. I know, it sounds like I've lost all my morals. That I'm simply changing, but we all know that the fact is, in then end, we just want to feel loved.

You know me. I'm horrible at feelings. I'm horrible at being me.