So I really don't know what's become of me. I know that it's not a bad thing what I'm doing....I'm just tired. I want to have sex, sure. But I want to only have to do that with one person. TO have someone who's not gonna play you, use you, abuse your heart. I've had my fair share, as you've read, of hopes dashed, dreams crushed... I'm too trusting and I know. So why can't I just have a relationship where I don't get crazy, get a lot of sex, and have an amazing friend while at it.It sounds impossible.
But...it happened. I mean I guess everyone knew eventually we would do something. (He might be my best friends old best friend...) But I found someone who's willing to be exactly that. While yes, there are rules, I know that it could actually work.
So yeah... I guess we'll see what happen.
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